Tuesday, December 27, 2005

haiz all.. think i'm being a really fool.. did some stupids things to hurt ppl..but wad i am not happy wid a guy that carn keep promise. haiz.i don blame nobody but myself.. i bought this upon myself. i don hope for forgiveness.. its up to u wheather u wan to forgive me not.. sms if me to tell me k.. haiz. ya nth to say liao. just wan to say SRY to to the guy and her.. haiz while blogging this i'm feeling vry useless coz wad i'm doing now is just hurting everybody. seeing my parents everyday arguing over thing. worry for me and my sis studies in the near furture. i think i really leet them down. wad i do now is spend money and see thing come and go everyday. i felt lik giving up. but my teachers last words to me was not to give up so easily. i'm trying but wad i get in reeturn for worry for my sis. nth but saddness. thn when talk my ma she onli know hw to say ' U R BEING VRY STUPID' sames go for my dad.. haiz wad they wan me to do first ask me to study thn yesterday ask me to sign wid the army. and tell me that my life will be good. wad the point of having a gd life when u have to see ur parents and slibing worrying for the future.. can someone tell me. haiz.. i'm really living in th world of my own le.. haiz..i really must treasure wad i have now. and i really carn afford to lose her. turst me it from the bottom of my heart. haiz nitz everyone..